Her

So guess what world. The girl I am in love with is in two of my classes. She was assigned to sit on the opposite side of the classroom. She hasn't said anything yet. I have e-mailed her somemore but she hasn't replied. Maybe about 9 or 10 times I saw her looking at me and when I looked at her she looked away. And plus we had to be in a group together in science. Which wasn't as awkward as it should have been. But is was a little bit. And she sort of smiled at me in the hallway. Sort of.

Well school is okay. Not that great but okay. I hate Algebra even more than I already do. But school is okay.

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Today was the day that I picked up my schedule for school. It was supposed to be a joyous day, but it was not. First of all, I have only one class so far with a friend. Second, I already lost my ID card for school. Third, I saw the girl I liked. When she walked passed me, I was afraid she would slap me or something, but she must of not recognized me without my glasses. Fourth, I had to sale t-shirts, which was boring. Fifth, a lot of preps are on my team. I think I will go and cry now.

All I want is you.. and to waste 3 minutes of your time.

So about 1 year ago I discovered the absolute amazingness of U2 even though my friends think Bono sounds like he is a crackhead. The only album I own is the Best of 1980-1990 even though I have a lot more on my iPod. So I noticed that on the back it says the song All I want is you is like 6 minutes, but it turns out that there is 2 minutes of nothingness and then at the 9 minute mark, a piano starts playing and Bono starts singing about something that I can't remember right now. I wanted to know if this was a bonus or something or if that is actually part of the song.

Is anybody there? Does anybody care?

I owe the title of this week's post to the wonderful musical 1776. Over the past few days, my life has been silent. No e-mails, no one in town, no one online. No one is there. Its just so empty and silent and cold. Right now I'm listening to U2. I'm in my own little world but now I think of her. That girl. The one. She hasn't talked to me. She probably hates me and is ignoring me. Or she could possibly be on vacation. I hope it's the latter. I know I am writing to no one. It's just that I wish some one was there. I've only had two comments and that just seems so sad. Is anybody there? Does anybody care? Does anybody see what I see? And I'm just waiting for someone to walk through the door, the Dr. Lyman Hall of my life, that someone who will say "I do".

(If you don't know what I am talking about, rent 1776.

Bah humbag!

I have now nominated August for the most depressing month of all time. School starts in exactly 23 days and I have to begin my favorite (can't you feel the sarcasm?) part of the summer: school supply shopping. Everything seems to go wrong such as the 3-inch binder I want to get because it will actually hold all my crap doesn't fit in my backpack and the calculator I need to get for school costs a lot. And also I will have to face the girl I blogged about in my last entry (no word from her yet, she must be on vacation or something). Also I will have to face the endless onslaught of criticism and bullying that for some reason my sharp wit will not slay. So I am pretty much going to implode. And I doubt the new Star Wars film will be much comfort, since it looks like it will be very childish and dry. Bah humbag.